I Don't Know

There was a time when I was really passionate about something and I would pursue it but can you have that same fire for the rest of my life? I don't know. There are many people that are asking if I know what I want to do with my life now that I am in high school but the real answer is I really don't know. I am confused every day about the cereal that I want so how am I going to make a decision that will affect my future? 

I have talked to many people and a lot have said to follow my hobby and others say that your career should not be your hobby unless you are flawless at it. My parents would obviously want me to go to college and become a doctor or something like that but I seriously cannot see myself becoming one. People have expected so much from me that I feel pressured to do something that I don't like and succeed. I am afraid to fail. I have always wanted to admit that before but I have always thought that people will judge. I have never felt so alone.

I am the type of person that can't do an activity if I am not having fun. I can't put my best foot forward if I myself am not passionate about my work.

I feel pressure to do well in school. I feel pressure to always be a role model and always do the right thing. I feel pressure to always keep working and make others happy but there should be a time when I should make my happiness my first priority right?